WHY WHY WHY WHY

I felt really sad today :/
thou it's early in the morning, i dunno why i felt sad.
Sometimes i wonder how i lose friends?
my actions?
my words?
I really felt sad because im losing friends.
I dun want to lose friends.
I hate to lose friends.

I dunno why, i felt that my friends are distancing away from me.
I did nothing wrong!
OR maybe they dislike the way i was the previous time i met with them.
I really dunno man.

If people really hate me so bad,
why didn't they tell me in the face instead of garnering support from other friends and create a hate club?
I'm really confused.
I'm always on twitter.
I'm like monitoring the timeline all the time.
I see people tweet.
But i really hate it when that person you really cares posted some weird tweets that makes you think that he/she is talking about YOU.
It really hurts.
Especially when you ask them something, all you get is a one or two word answer.
You are not the person that i once knew?!
Who are you?

I don't breakdown that easily, but I will if it comes to friendship.
I hope that girls out there that are my friends, please please please don't misinterpret my kind actions for an act by a CRUSH. I AM JUST YOUR FRIEND.
Also, male friends, please don't say that I AM A FUCKING HONGSTER. Because you guys didn't even talk to me. And I don't know what's on your mind if you don't speak..

I getting more and more irritated..
I will strike when the time is right.
I really you guys back );

Remember those times we had fun together?
Don't distant away from me, friend.