WHY WHY WHY WHY

I felt really sad today :/
thou it's early in the morning, i dunno why i felt sad.
Sometimes i wonder how i lose friends?
my actions?
my words?
I really felt sad because im losing friends.
I dun want to lose friends.
I hate to lose friends.

I dunno why, i felt that my friends are distancing away from me.
I did nothing wrong!
OR maybe they dislike the way i was the previous time i met with them.
I really dunno man.

If people really hate me so bad,
why didn't they tell me in the face instead of garnering support from other friends and create a hate club?
I'm really confused.
I'm always on twitter.
I'm like monitoring the timeline all the time.
I see people tweet.
But i really hate it when that person you really cares posted some weird tweets that makes you think that he/she is talking about YOU.
It really hurts.
Especially when you ask them something, all you get is a one or two word answer.
You are not the person that i once knew?!
Who are you?

I don't breakdown that easily, but I will if it comes to friendship.
I hope that girls out there that are my friends, please please please don't misinterpret my kind actions for an act by a CRUSH. I AM JUST YOUR FRIEND.
Also, male friends, please don't say that I AM A FUCKING HONGSTER. Because you guys didn't even talk to me. And I don't know what's on your mind if you don't speak..

I getting more and more irritated..
I will strike when the time is right.
I really you guys back );

Remember those times we had fun together?
Don't distant away from me, friend.

Even if the sky is falling down.

FINALLY SINGLE IN TERMS OF EMOTIONALLY. NO MORE CRUSHES. :)
Welll, Junquan finally finished his work today!
YESH i can finally play with him :)
but cny coming soon, wondering if we can play or not o:
But oh well :)
I got 16 for my o levels
its the raw score,
while 15 after deduction.
I really want to go jc! :)
IF can i wan go serangoon! :D
But i hope i can go :))
Many guys are going innova but i think i will go innova..
coz i heard the teachers are pretty nice ppl and they are willing to spend effort perfecting our studies! :D
Well.. when the results are released, i saw most of they ppl smiling instead of crying. (;
Even thou you did badly, if you con't to persevere, you will find your piece of heaven.
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Hmmmmm... i guess she won't be seeing this but..
here is a short message to my bmf :)
Im really sorry that i kept asking about ur result, it's because i wanted to congratulate you.. even thou i dunno how many points you got... so i kept asking.. But as soon i saw you glaring at me, i somehow understood the situation and walked away.. Even thou you didnt do well, you will always have your friends there to support you! No matter what path you choose to go, jc or poly, I will support you! Maybe i wont see you again until 16th dec ba. Kekeke. All the best to you. Hope to see your face brighter than ever on 16th dec! :)
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Gah suddenly feel like folding "stars". :/
never did before. Maybe i should try rite? ;D

hehehe.

Allright thats all for today! Bye peeps!

TRASHTALKING

HELLO PEOPLE.
IM GOING TO TALK LIKE THIS TODAY.
(CAPS FTW)
WELL.
I'M GETTING MY RESULTS IN ABOUT 4 HOURS TIME!
WOOOTS.
WELL, THAT DOESN'T MEAN MY STUDIES HAVE ENDED.
MY DAD TOLD  ME THIS DURING BREAKFAST JUST NOW.
"I WANT YOU TO CONTINUE YOUR STUDIES NO MATTER WHAT, POLY OR JC
(WHY YOU NO ITE?).
NO GIRLFRIENDS.
I WANT YOU TO BE LIKE MY THRID BROTHER'S SONS.
(WHERE THEY GET INTO UNI, ONE STUDYING LAW NOW, THE OTHER STUDYING PHYSICS AND GRADUATING THIS YEAR.)"
I WAS PRETTY TOUCHED BY THE FACT THAT MY DAD REFUSED TO GIVE UP ON ME.
<3
WELL TIME TO GO OFF NOW :)
WISH ME LUCKS AND ALL THE BEST TO MY FELLOW CLASSMATES IN THE SAME COHORT AS ME.
THANK YOU BROTHERS AND SISTERS FOR BEING IN THE SAME COHORT AS ME.
LURVYA!

She really means a lot to me, even if she despise me.

I really like the way you talk to me.
Cool and casual.
Maybe i should find back the one you and me once knew and was long forgotten.
Don't worry, he will be back on Monday.
As for me, he put me in a corner to watch.
Watch how this "thing" works,
With respect.
With care.
He'll be back.
He will be there when you need him to.
He knows.

Can you understand me.. You can't even do that.. Never will you once listen to me.. That you always wanted me to be.. Him, where.. I dun even know who he is.. And where is he from..

She could be that one. The one i always wanted but wishes are what they are.
A space could be a change to something new.
A space could give us a possibility.
A space is the distance between our hearts.
A space where we once belong is gone for long.

I really need time to figure this out.